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Assalamualaikum.

 

Pejam celik pejam celik rupanya dah 1 bulan blog ni ditinggalkan. *tiupblogbersawang* hehe. Tiap2 hari memang ade fikir nak type entry. Macam2 cerita nak diceritakan. Tapi biasalah. Sampai rumah je terus passed out.

 

I was too busy for the past 1 month. Everything was topsy turvy. Ingatkan awal tahun masih boleh buat kerja main-main. Sedih. At one point, I felt like quitting but hold back bila memikirkan ade lagi 2 tahun nak serve scholarship bond *kesat air mata*. I was on a project which I was being nominated along with a fellow colleague. Yes, at first memang teamwork but in the end it was a one man show. The boss will most likely refer any matters pertaining to the project to me. Just because I am a lawyer by qualification. Just becos I know how to read the law. It's not fair! In the end, it's just between me and him doing the work. I worked hard for it for 3 weeks in a row now, abandoning all other piling work on my desk.

 

Nasib baik ade helpful and understanding husband. He did the laundry, swept the floors and prepared his own food and even mine! Alhamdulillah syukur. Hopefully when February ended, my misery will also sweep away too. I could have my life back. Insya Allah.

 

Usaha TTC? Masih belum berusaha sepenuhnya. Tak boleh nak concentrate. More so when hari2 balik keje stress manjang. Macam mana nk berusaha? Haha. Insya Allah. When everything dah settle down and reda sikit keje, akan resume jumpa Doc Adilah and start treatment seterusnya.

 

Tu je lah nak cite. Luahan rasa di hari Jumaat.

 

Have a nice weekend my sayangs!

 

Bye HSK, Hello BNM =)

Yesterday morning, I got a phone call from Kak Azriah of BNM requesting me to forward via e-mail my passport picture to her. I was so curious and I asked her why. She responded by saying that the picture will be used to finalize her appointment later. Suddenly I was like, GULP! Appointment letter? My heart was starting to pound faster and my whole body started to freeze. With kinda shaky voice, I asked her back:

"Kak Azriah, appointment letter tu for me ke?"

Then she replied:

"Ye la. Untuk awak la, untuk sape lagi..."

And I was like:

"So you mean I got the job?"

Kak Azriah said:

"YES, dear! you got the job!! After I finalized this appointment letter, then you need to do your medical check-ups. If the result is all clear, then within less than a week you will be called to report duty."

After I heard the news, I was soo excited that I cannot think what I should. The first person that I called was my sister, KAKAK.Only then I told my parents about the good news. I know I should call my parents first but at that point in time I was so numb and could not even think properly.. hehe =)

Later on, I informed all my fellow Chambees and they felt happy for me.. Even the staffs at my department shared my happiness because to them, I did the right choice for accepting the offer from BNM. This department that I'm currently attached is not in a good condition because everyone was not satisfied with its management, which was lead by ABJ. Soon, this department will be empty because all the staffs are now planning to leave the firm to find better opportunities and get a better pay. If you must know, all the staffs here, I mean all the clerks, are underpaid. When you live in the city like KL, money is the most important ting for you as the cost of living here is very high plus with the increase of the price of the fuel as well as other merchandises, you sure need a lot more money than before.

I was going to tell my master that I'm leaving for BNM soon and I kinda nervous to go and tell her about it. So I waited till today. However, she came asking me even before I have the guts to tell her. The response? Well, she's quite ok with me leaving because she is leaving too to ZICO together with EBO, KAK ITA and KAK SITI.. When I'm talking about these people, I am actually talking about coolness. When all of them gone, then life would be as dull as hell.. Lucky me because I'm going too because if I were to stay here, it would be soo boring as there is nobody else that I could share my stories, do some gossippings and even there'll be no makan2 time! KAK SITI is such a good cook, a good friend, a good dirty-talker (oops!), and she's like a mother to me, i mean cool mum.. KAK ITA on the other hand is soo nice and pweeety as well.. Huhuhu =( I'm gonna miss them so damn much!

To tell you the truth, I can't wait to start my new working environment. Having secured a place in a place like BNM is once in a lifetime opportunity. I work hard for this job even though I was their scholar. I had to fight for the place with anybody else. With all the hard work, I deserved the spot.

So, BNM here I come and Bye HSK!!

Week of Terror

This week is the most buziest, most stressful,most chaotic and most pressure week of my not-so-entire life. Right now, at this hour I supposed to be on my way home to catch up d busy train at masjid jamek station. However, sadly to say i must stay at the office to finish up my work for today (but I still have time to mumble here...hehe). Life is soo miserable for me these past few months. It all started back then when I first started my chambering period. From that moment thereafter, I have no life at all, only to drown myself in these boring files and papers that were piled up on my desk.huhu!!Arggghh!!It will be soo great if i could sit on the fluffiest sofa watching TV while indulging myself with a pint of BASKIN ROBBIN's cookie dough ice cream.Yummylicious!!OMG!!Wake up Jeep!!!Dreaming at this hour??aiyoo..so ridiculous.haha!!This is the result when your brain can't even absorb any input anymore and this means that it's already time to go home!!!yeay!!

Btw, I just wanna share with you guys that today alone was the most chaotic day for me..Tell u what, since morning i have to vet a knee-high files given by my boss becos she said that she know nothing about those freaking files as it was not her case in the first place..So, I, as usual la being a coolie, have to summarise the whole story to her until she finally understands what the case is all about...Half of the morning and not forgetting the whole of yesterday I succumb myself to study on all these files. Tadi, after a quick lunch at McD with Baya, I took a cab to KL Magistrate Court to get a new mention date. Why bother to send me there for a matter which lasts not even 5 seconds and costs me almost a red note MYR??Oh I forgot...I'm the coolie at the office so others could dump all their work to me..Stupid!!I'm starting to feel exhausted and fed-up because everyday i need to rush up early in the morning to catch the earliest train so that i could arrive at the Masjud Jamek Station on time before I missed the shuttle or busses to KL Courts. Being the only Chambee attached to my department (Islamic Litigation), I am the only person who everyone would dump their workload. To tell u the truth, not only I have to do my boss's work, but I need to do other partners' work as well (I mean partners who are attached at my department) plus a few lawyers who are soo lazy to go to court by themselves..REASON??too bz with other files..Hah!!I think the Office should put more effort to employ more chambering students plus revise the allowance given to Chambee or else Chambees will no longer choose to do their pupillage here..Besides, tak de la i penat macam orang gile tiap2 hari balik after maghrib...My only hope is to finish my pupillage as soon as possible, get a PC and have months full of yeepy happy HOLS before going back to work again..Hehe!!I wish I could but it seems impossible...BUT it's not a sin to dream right??hehehe..Alrighty, its time to call it a day. Catch u guys later.

Toodles!!